It’s a common but completely unjust problem that I believe affects every person and family that has cancer in their lives at some point.
We are lucky now-we are on the very last stage of claiming all of the benefits we are entitled to ( although I know for a fact that I will have to give regular updates and proof that we are still entitled for however long we claim for ).
We are lucky that we live in a country where there is a system in place to help us.
We are lucky that for the times when we didn’t have any money we had friends and family who were able to help us.
The benefits system is an absolute minefield. I have filled in countless forms for these people to claim from different department’s. I have spent hours and hours on hold to these people.
I have told them my incomings ( zero ) and my outgoings ( to flipping much! ).
I have told them who lives in the household.
I have told them the reasons for the claims.
I have told them that No, my husbands, mothers, aunts cousins daughter is not in a position to help us financially!
I know that these processes are in place for a reason. I completely understand that the reason for the questions is so that we are not mistaken for somebody less deserving and able to work. But why oh why do I have to repeat the same answers to the same questions over and over again to different departments which I’m pretty sure are all under one roof!
I know some people looking at my hubby ( strangers ) might not even see that there is anything wrong with him. Might be angry that he claims certain benefits when he can walk, talk, fend for himself. Wonder why I, his wife, doesn’t work and claims carers benefit ( which to be entitled to you have to care for said person 35+ hours a week to get the paltry sum of £62 per week-try working full time and doing that! It also definitely falls below the national minimum hourly wage! ).
What they don’t see is the nausea from the tablets and oral chemo daily.The extreme fatigue which some days stops him being able to get out of bed. The frustration at not even having the energy to tie his own shoelaces some days. The fact that he has to be driven/accompanied everywhere because of the seizures caused by the leukemia that spread to his brain.
This is why I claim everything I can to keep him and my children in their home. Heating , hot water and food on the table, and me here to look after them all.
The help is there, you just have to look really really hard. You have to research and scroll through pages and pages of government websites. You learn that one benefit may cancel out another and make you worse off. You learn that one benefit might open the door to another to help make life a little easier.
The most frustrating thing is why should anyone with cancer have to jump through hoops to be helped. Why do they need to know the entire background history of the whole family.
One day I really hope that someone with a little sense realises that people who are ill from cancer shouldn’t have to prove that they are in fact ill.That there will be one set of forms to fill in with all the relevant question and that they are sent to one department that sorts it all out.
That’s what I really hope. In the meantime I will continue to send proof that shows my hubby is ill. Will continue to fill out forms each time they end us a new one.
And I hope that the people we know will continue to understand why we are having to claim benefits and be a part of the “system” .
I hope more that people we don’t know maybe learn to be a little less judgemental and maybe not judge a book by its cover.
He is ill.
He does have cancer.
What you see is him laughing in the face of cancer and living his life ❤